Wednesday, December 12, 2012

What do you want to talk about?

Let's just cut to the chase. What is the fucking problem here? Just because I unfriended you on Facebook and you are now offended and hurt, is that it? I don't get why you're offended by this.

Feelings for me don't go away in a day. When I invest a substantial amount of feelings and emotions in someone, I can't switch off just like that. So while I accept that things didn't work out for us, it is painful for me to see you gallivanting around town with someone else. You do what you need to do and so must I. If unfriending you means I can sleep better, eat better and feel less crappier, then I think I owe it to myself to just do it. So don't you dare go all upset on me because you really don't have a fucking clue.

Whether you mean it or not, the damage is done. You can say sorry a million times and I sure have heard enough of it. But it doesn't make me feel any better. It doesn't make me sleep at night. It doesn't give me my appetite back. So I'm just doing what I need to do.

This is painful. Standing here talking to you hurts. So I'm walking away now.