5 months have passed by.
Not a single day went by without
the thoughts of you lingering in my head.
I have to say I am better now. I sleep a lot better. My eating habits
have normalised. I can look at your updates and pictures now without having to
deal with a heavy lump in my throat or a tug of my fragile yet healing heart.
I have learned to control my thoughts and emotions more
effectively. I am still learning. But I still do think of you and her, of you
and me, of us, of you. I don’t know why, it doesn’t do me any good, yet I can’t
control it sometimes.
Today, now, I think of you and I think of us and I reminisce
the many wonderful moments we once shared. And I wish I could still have those
moments again.
Today, is a bittersweet day.
